i was married, still in terrible twisted divorce to an abusive/sex addict (long story)
i started counseling in dealing with his cruelty, affairs, possibility of aids, etc (it was always my fault for his messes) I do know that him and his recent partner of who I was friend's with poisoned m, as i was visiting her house, and my health deteriorated, when I was trying to make plans to break away, although I tried talking with him and giving him the benefit of the doubt. He revealed what was going on several times, because of his messed up mind. I had chocking, gagging problems, legs were swelling, knees and joints so sore and feet I could hardly walk, I was falling down, my legs would just give out, I had trouble breathing, especially at night, I was puffed up and at one point I could not walk up the stairs. I went to numerous doctors, to find that my thyroid had been attacked, and they had trouble regulating. One doctor said something was going on but didn't know what and that some test came back extremly high. Trying to explain to doctor's and they still didn't see what I was troubled with, but the entire time i WAS GOING I DID NOT KNOW WHAT ATTEMPT WAS BEING MADE ON MY LIFE. This knowledge came later and I tried to deny it, as many things. He knows that I know, as I told him. His attorney showed up at the Dr's office when I had a follow up visit to check my thyroid and he though I was going to be tested, and he was in jail for Domestic Violence. My husband acted very strange during the program that aired last summer or realy fall, about spouses poisoning their mates.I just overheard the program from another room. I am trying to locate this as it may be helpful.
I am finally in the divorce process and him and his attorney are trying to make me look terrible, this is hard to deal with, as, although not perfect, I was a model wilfe and mother, by that I mean my kids always came first, and my life showed them integrity, honesty, caring. I was committed to marriage and sticking with it, but knew all along a person does not feel as I did, nor are people treated as he did us.
If anyone can please shed some light, as I had a shadow hovering over me for so long. I am not sure if we can prove the attempt but I need to know what the substance was, be tested and see if there is anything I can do.
My health began to improve somewhat when I quit going to her house(she is very unstable) but my body (especially my lips feel tingly, salty and weird. I have also had sores or callases(never before) on bottom of my feet. I take snythroid, but know it was due to what they gave me. I drand coffee at her house, once or twice a week, and she brought to our house 1 single cupcake, that my sone ate, and at another time 1 single peice of cake (to a family of 6). I did not think it reality that someone (even a batterer) would go that far; i do not think in those terms and find it difficult to think others do. this woman also had a nurse background, although she is on a fake disability, and had a friend that had an animal clinic, as when I stopped she was taking a large slug from a huge bottle of amoxy. that was used for animals. I was in danger and didn't realize it, and then when i did, couldn't prove it. I also had the hard drive on the computer transferred, as they were busy on the computer, but e-mails were gone.
my children, he tried to get custudy by saying i was crazy, and i have peace, the first in 23 years and we are struggling financially, as he cancelled accounts, took all money, and is hiding funds, although with my support we paid 150,000 on his financial mis-conduct, financial messes (as he tried to farm) and he makes 65,000 a year. I have $20.00 but much peace and serinity. I've been in counseliling, taking my little boy, when he will get out of the car, and doing well. I am borrowing a car, as shortly after he was arrested, the brakes went out on the vehicle i was driving. He is now putting on this show of being this good guy around town, going into the restaurant, helping coach baseball, telling lies. His threats, vulgar language and talk of killing me rings in my ears, but our home is smiling on us and the walls are silent with happiness.
i have great faith and the Lord is holding me up.
if anyone can be of help in the solutions i am seeking, i would greatly appreciate it.
I also have financial questions with what he is trying to do, but will post again.
thanks and you are a godsend to many.